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Hamed's Online Corner of Life
Hamed's Online Corner of Life
Feb 18th
Twenty one years ago on a Tuesday morning, he was born and given the chance to experience the life. Later they called him Hamed… .
Once someone told me that every seven years, one has a milestones in his life. “You don’t even have a single cell on your body which existed seven years ago”, he added. That’s a change, not only physical but also spiritual.
Therefore, I’m on my 3rd milestone right now. That is meant to be a turning point. As I think about this, I remember a quote in “Vanilla Sky” movie. “Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around”. I agree with this one more. A turning point could be anytime, Even at this very special moment that we’re alive, even though most of us do not appreciate life while we’re healthy and full of it.
Twenty one years passed in the blink of an eye and with another blink, I will be 42. That’s the life, the nature of life. It goes very quickly and we understand the importance of time after almost losing it. What we really achieve, does not come out of tomorrow. One should not wait for tomorrow to come. Tomorrow is the result of today’s actions which are based on yesterday’s experiences.
Life has got so many of bright and gloomy moments simultaneously. Everyone’s life has them in fact. No blames, that’s the way it is and will be. It’s a chance to live, a reason to fight for, a road to reach the eternity through, where the real peace and truth show up, where we are all heading for.
Feb 9th
In this post, I would like to point out some personal beliefs over the political issues. Please note that I DO NOT have the purpose to target any political side in the world. These are MY OWN beliefs only and never intended to target any group.
Politics has always been a main subject to discuss among people. As you consider any of your family reunions, you notice many of them contain political talks. As for me, I like to follow news and estimations about future political events just for my own information. For me, there is a personal belief which I have found proof over the years. THERE IS NO ABSOLUTE GOOD SIDE IN POLITICS.
For a better explanation, I make an example. In computer world, everything is based on 0 and 1 and the infinite combinations of them. I could say 1 or 0 but not 0.3 which is a relative number between two digits that represents much likeness to 0 than 1. While at the same time it is not absolute 0. In fact, this is the way I believe the universe is built. No absolutes. For an expanded explanation of the issue, you can read more on Fuzzy Logic.
The same logic goes right in politics. One side of the political issue could be 0.6 right while the other side is only 0.4 right. The degree could change for any sides. But one thing is clear. No side can be 100 % right. If we look at the things going on in our world this way, interpretation of events seem easier.
In most political issues or clashes, people are the real victims. The history has proven this statement to be right many many times. Possible Iran and US clash will be no exception. There will be no winner as the both sides will be losers. The real loser, will be people while there is not a real winner. Oh, poor people, always victims of their ruler’s ambitiousness.
Sometimes, I do not see the world we live in as a human place. Are we really human beings? How can we be in peace while the world has never been less peaceful than what it is today. There have been more wars than before in all over the world.
Then we call ourselves civilized. Yeah. Civilized to kill unarmed and innocent people, civilized to cheat on our people, civilized to take advantage of our people, civilized to be the voice of our people to do everything we like, civilized to take advantage of people’s beliefs (religious or non-religious beliefs). Yes. We are civilized.
Feb 4th
Another exams storm is over in my university life and still there is a long way to go. To tell you the truth, they were really tough this semester, and they seem to be getting more tough in upcoming months. Anyways, I would like to thank Anna for her nice comment wishing me Good Luck on exams and I hope she’ll be successful on all aspects of her life. Make sure to check out her Flickr Page in which she uploads her amazing and wonderful shots taken by her camera.
Another thing I would like to mention is that from now on there’ll be more photo stuff on web site. Also, I can say that there are lots of articles I’m thinking about to put on web site but yet there is a matter of privacy. I think you understand what mean by saying privacy. I may explain more about the privacy matter later.
For now, enjoy the below photo taken by Adnan, my dear friend and relative. It is was taken on his trip to central Iran in which he had a chance to face a Rally race. A Peugeot 206 with a snobbish face. Click to view enlarged version.
Jan 27th
Last week -I name it hellish week- was the peak time of exams and I had 4 difficult final exams in 7 days. That’s the main reason why I couldn’t publish a new post. Exams are not over yet, but they’ll be by the end of February 4th. That’s all for now and the main reason to get this post published was the explanation of the situation. I hope at least grades would be good. More challenging posts are coming!
Jan 7th
How long should one wait for the moment of absolute peace?
Oww, the moment of peace. Could it be real? Why not. Isn’t it a concept that anyone would accept? Then it must be real. Has anyone ever reached that moment? Taking a quick look around, one finds almost everyone struggling for a better life. The first look does not guide one directly to the answer. It seems that no one is in real peace although people may claim having it. One notices then, anyone has a desire of peace. The peace and it’s desire could be the main reason for people to be in struggle. But do they find it?
Time has passed, so much has changed but the feeling still remains in one’s heart. He has the answer now. He knows when the real moment of peace shows up. He has aged years to reach the end. The end of his days, his struggles, the start of eternity, the true moment of peace.
Dec 25th
A few weeks ago, we had a hot discussion about love and consequences of love in our English class. Our English teacher, Mr. Ansaari, gave a very nice speech on an unconditional love. There were many things told from the students in addition to his speech. The atmosphere of the class could put anyone under a revision of his/her beliefs. I wasn’t an exception either. There are many questions anyone can ask himself/herself and expect a clear answer to them. Although I’d spent a lot of time with thinking of similar concepts, there were still many questions that crossed my mind about the issue again.
Many of us think very perfect of the matters in our daily life. “You shouldn’t do that, cause you’re gonna hurt somebody’s feelings” is a very common phrase we hear all the time. However, the question is, how many of us believe the same about our own experiences? Would we apply the same saying to ourselves if an incident takes place? Can we really stand the fact that giving love should not contain an intention of receiving the equal love? What really brings love? What really makes us love somebody or something? Isn’t that because we need the same attention from someone? Isn’t that because we love in order to be loved? If we receive the love we need, will we still need to love someone? Which one is more important to us, to love, or to be loved? Isn’t it kind of selfish to seek love for ourselves?
What does love contain then? Is that just physical feelings? If it is not, it should contain a very large scale of spiritual feelings. Ok then, but why do we seem to loose the love we have to someone if he/she looses his/her face skin due to an accident? Is physical condition that important? Why don’t the old people loose their love to each other then?
As you see, lots of questions could be asked and a variety of answers may come into view. For me, there are only a few examples of a true and unconditional love. One is the love of a mother to her child. She stands to devote all she has to raise up the child. She suffers any unpleasant conditions so that the child would not get hurt. She gives all the love she can even if the child does not repay a bit of her love. That’s what I like to call a true love. Giving away the love, as much as we can, and never expecting a return. Because the source of love is eternal. As much we give away, much much more we discover.
Dec 20th
My old PC got shut down yesterday night without any reason. First I thought that might be a virus or something which caused the immediate unwanted shut down. As soon as pushed the power button, I noticed that HDD does not produce any noises, so I thought that HDD’s life is over. Fortunately, it was not. I checked it with the other PC and it was OK. The problem was with the Power Source and it’s the second time that I have to change power source in order to get it running again. I haven’t still made up my mind to buy a new power source for my first PC which pushed me into the vast computer world and changed my direction in life. I got to know the computer basics by this machine and it’s really hard to bid farewell to it. You may not believe but the modem on this old PC transmitted Gigs of data. One for instance, was the downloading of 4.5 Gigs of data in 15 days through the phone line. It’s a memorial of my computer life and I’m determined to keep it.
Below you can see important specifications of the system and also two photos I took from it’s Quantum HDD and Case. Click on each photo to view a larger picture.
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| CPU: Intel based 500 MH ! | |
| HDD: 20 GB Quantum Fireball. (You’re always in my heart, Quantum). | |
| Ram: 128 MB (Initial Ram was a single 64 MB module). | |
| Modem: Motorola 56k | |
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Dec 12th
Enigma has become a familiar name for music lovers in last fifteen years. The man behind Enigma is “Michael Cretu” who does almost every single step in Enigma music. Enigma was born on October 1st, 1990 with “Sadness Part 1″. On September 22nd, 2006 Enigma released it’s sixth album.
For me, Enigma’s music has been the only music kind that never takes my mood down. The music is very special that you never understand the depth and beauty in the first time of listening. As you listen over and over, you get into the depth more. Enigma’s latest album, “A Posteriori” is no exception and it is a big step forward compared to 2003′s “Voyageur” album.
In my own opinion, Enigma’s music is an extraordinary one which does not bind itself to this world. In fact, we’re talking about the music which is beyond normal human understanding. That’s why Enigma rules. What comes from the heart, goes to the heart, Spiritual and direct. Yeah, that’s why.
Below is a summary of what is written in Enigma’s official web site about new album:
“I lock myself in my own world of thought, in a kind of hypnotic trance,” says Michel Cretu. He writes, composes and arranges this seemingly other-worldly music in the same way he wants his listeners to experience Enigma. “I was able to transform myself into a kind of tranquil, spiritual state, so that I could reach a completely different atmosphere.” The musical rush was just as strong on the maker of this music as it is on the listener. “I am always grateful for sources of inspiration, but there weren’t any.” No TV, no video clips, no studying the music charts. Instead Cretu was able to create his own Enigma universe with just a view of the Mediterranean and the stars, and his studio control room, which is a bit smaller these days. He “wanted to do justice to my own high musical ambitions.” The result is an intergalactic sound trip, in twelve stages, that lasts 53 minutes and 42 seconds. It is the longest of all of Enigma’s voyages so far, and one that guides its guests into unknown worlds, with every song leading into another orbit.
In a change from the previous five albums, there are hardly any lyrics on “A Posteriori”. Language appears only in fragments, or as reminiscences of Enigma’s own history. “Language is too limited and words are too small to get my sentiments and deepest thoughts across to other people,” Cretu says. The musical vision of Enigma lives off what Michael Cretu calls “positive confusion”. Whereas in the past Enigma used voices to serve as “human instruments” within an integrated concept, this album finds voices being used in a very different fashion. “Voices for me are effects and sounds, nothing more”, explains Cretu. He created digital voices-immaculate sounds from another dimension. “Although these artificial voices can be associated with human voices, something about them is disorienting, abnormal.” The effect is magical.
“The Alchemist” is not only the title of the second to last track on “A Posteriori”, but also the ideal definition of what the album’s creator represents. Alchemist is the perfect description of the Michael Cretu of the 21st century: singer, multi-instrumentalist, composer, arranger, producer and sound engineer. The set of musical formulas that he deciphered and commands mirrors those of the wizards of organic and inorganic sciences. “What is completely new about “A Posteriori”, is that, for the first time in my life, with the exception of two spoken lines, I have done everything myself.” That, too, is a conscious result of his new minimalism. “I felt that if I wanted a guitar, I didn’t necessarily need a guitarist.” Indeed, even experienced guitar players will find it difficult to believe that most of the subtle riffs and effervescent solos were done on keyboards. “It’s probably the first pure synthesizer-album that doesn’t sound like synthesizers at all.” The dream of latter-day alchemist Michael Cretu has come true.
You can draw an analogy between Enigma and silent movies. With silent movies, the music, the sound, and the words emerged from inside the viewers’ minds. With Enigma, the pictures, the colors and worlds are created in listeners’ heads and allow them all to experience the unique, personalized intoxication of being transported to another dimension. The acoustic gravity dissolves. You lift off – most effectively at night. “A Posteriori” does this without cheap sound effects and trance-inducing loops. “Not a single measure is repeated. And I played nearly everything through from start to finish, as opposed to building it measure by measure.” On no other Enigma album before has his classical training as concert pianist has come in so handy as with this one. “There are these little serendipitous coincidences on “A Posteriori”, where I transformed a mistake into something positive, I integrated a false note harmonically in such a way that the listener gets confused in a positive way. Only then music becomes alive.” For Michael Cretu musical success means emotion trumping rationality. Which is another reason why this time, he has bridged the transitions between the songs with “more emptiness, with absurd, multidimensional sounds. I wanted to create a tonal vacuum similar to the sensation you get when pressure builds up when dive under water.” But these are only short moments before you re-enter the “living, constantly morphing monotony,” as Cretu describes it. “This monotony, of course, is false, because with every new measure something different happens.”
As an Enigma listener, I tell you, Enigma’s “A Posteriori” stands as a most recommended album ever. So, give it a try and let the music spread spirituality.